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10 Movies You've Seen In The Theatre Recently:
1. Ocean's 12
2. The Incredibles
3. Saw
4. The Grudge
5. The Forgotten
6. Resident Evil: Apocalypse
7. Napoleon Dynamite
8. The Manchurian Candidate
9. That Exorcist movie...
10. Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle....

09 Things You're Looking Forward To
1. Eric getting off work
2. Buying a washer
3. Seeing my family!
4. Seeing Hamish!
5. Zoe!
6. Eric getting promoted Feb 2006
7. New Curb Your Enthusiasm DVD
8. The Soprano's 6th season
9. Being able to wear my "fat" jeans again >:(

08. Things You Wear Daily
1. Pants
2. Socks
3. Underwear
4. Shirt
5. Hoodie
6. Glasses
7. Wedding band
8. Bracelets

07 Things That Annoy You
1. Neighbors
2. Hot weather when it's supposed to be cold
3. The Postal Service
4. No more Ken Jennings on Jeapordy
5. Stinky Stuff
6. Zits
7. I'd say...but I'm scared she found this

06 Things You Touch Every Day
1. Eric
2. Keyboard
3. Mouse
4. Zoe
5. Glasses
6. Hair

05 Things You Do Every Day
1. Pee
2. Sleep
3. Eat
4. Drink something
5. Apply deoderant

04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time With
1. Jonathan
2. Eric
3. Mom
4. Dad

03 Albums You Could Listen To Over and Over
1. Tool - �NIMA
2. Kanye West - College Dropout
3. Any Led Zeppelin

02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1. Kanye West - Spaceship
2. Velvet Revolver - Slither

01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1. Eric.
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10 Movies You've Seen In The Theatre Recently:
1. The Secret Window
2. Gothika
3. The Haunted Mansion
4. Finding Nemo
5. Red Dragon
6. Gangs of New York
7. Harry Potter and The Sorcerrer's Stone
8. Jackass the Movie
9. Ocean's 11
10. Monsters Inc.

09 Things You're Looking Forward To
1. Eric coming up possibly
2. Living on my own over the summer possibly
3. Graduating one day
4. Spring Time
5. Return to Florida
6. Coheed and Cambria concert *crosses fingers*
7. Being with Eric
8. Feeling perfect
9. Coffee

08. Things You Wear Daily
1. Pants
2. Socks
3. Underwear
4. Shirt
5. Hoodie
6. Peachtree vest!
7. Bracelets
8. Ring

07 Things That Annoy You
1. Immature kids
2. Cold Weather
3. Time
4. Distance
5. Tully's Food
6. Cramps
7. Cleaning up

06 Things You Touch Every Day
1. My keyboard
2. My mouse
3. Deoderant
4. Toothbrush
5. Phone
6. My hair

05 Things You Do Every Day
1. Drink Coffee
2. Talk to Eric
3. Sleep
4. Brush my teeth
5. Apply deoderant

04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time With
1. Jonathan
2. Eric
3. Mom
4. Dad

03 Albums You Could Listen To Over and Over
1. Tool - NIMA
2. Mudvayne - LD 50
3. Any Led Zeppelin

02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1. The Darkness - Love is Only a Feeling
2. Mudvayne - Not Falling

01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1. Eric.
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Subject:There is no such thing as death; life is only a dream and we're an imagination of ourself.
Time:11:26 am
Current Mood:anxiousanxious
i really don't feel like exercising right now, but i know i have to. damnit.

earlier i listened to ratamahatta by sepultura. that used to be my song. it made me laugh a lot.

but man oh man, i'm in such a tool mood, rar

later, after exercising, i'm gonna "pimp" the VW while blasting NIMA. oh yea.








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"See, I think drugs have done some good things for us. I really do. If you don't believe drugs have done some good things for us, do me a favor, go home tonight, take all your albums, all your CD's and burn them. Because all those great artists that have enhanced your lives throughout the years, real fuckin high on drugs."
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You entered: 1/12/1983You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 7.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445346.5.
The golden number for 1983 is 8.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
The year 1983was not a leap year.
As of 2/15/2004 5:26:29 PMCST
You are 21 years old.
You are 253 months old.
You are 1,101 weeks old.
You are 7,704 days old.
You are 184,913 hours old.
You are 11,094,806 minutes old.
You are 665,688,389 seconds old.
There are 332 days till your next birthday
and there are 314 days till Christmas 2004!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.
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"Homework break Rant:
The Lords Of Acid, the most popular fetish band in the world. Often singing about sex, and drugs they offer an alternative to main stream music. Being a fan of Lords for over 10 years, I have let them encourage me to try new things, be myself, and to be proud of my body and sexuality. There have been many people I have met over the years that have not heard of the Lords, and it is always with great honor that I let them experience the joy of hearing them for the first time. The look of glee, sometimes mixed with shock at the colorful lyrics crosses their faces, causing me great joy. I feel like I have taken the virginity of these poor sheltered ears.
I joined this site, Children of Acid because I have a passion for the Lords music. The first week I was on the site, I couldn�t believe that there were other people similar to me, that had this same passion! Not just on the site, but many were from my own town...I felt blessed! I think the first month or so, I slept the minimum that was needed to keep me alive. I was making friends, and finding all sorts of cool new music I had never heard of. I was also recently single, and had just discovered cyber-sex. (I had never owned a computer before.) Cyber has got to be the coolest thing ever for a girl that never went out to bars or clubs, and had been in a long term relationship for the past 7 years. I didn�t have to go to a bar, and deal with drunken morons, I didn�t actually have to sleep with anyone!! All it was, was talk! How fun!! I had cyber with quite a few people, and damn was it fun!
�In cyberspace I'm your cyberbaby
I'm supersexy and supernasty
Let's misbehave where no one can see
In cyberspace it's just you and me�
I have dated a person from this site. It was fun while it lasted, but I knew that this person was not right for me, and we split up. I never had any commitments to this person, in fact I was set up by my mother on a blind date with another person during this same time. As I said before, I had broken up with my boy friend of 7 years, and was not looking to settle down with the first person I met. But even after discussing this with this person, he apparently likes to tell stories about me that are not true.(Girls, stay away from internet boys...) I have heard all sorts of nasty things about myself, that I cheated on him, that I sleep around, that I did this, I did that...etc. Whatever. You can�t cheat on someone you are not with, and you can�t cheat if you didn�t do anything. I didn�t sleep around, never have, never will.
�I don't want no lip or your badass trip
No use to pick a fight, you know I'm always right
I don't want no lies and no alibies
Shut your face you're too small, don't owe you anything at all�
I have had issues with my body all my life. I was always to skinny...to fat, to flat, to blonde, to short, etc. When I was 21, my body finally decided to grow boobs. I was amazed. It was then that I started to model (I was working for a photographer at the time, who thought I was hot, and wanted to use me in an art class) Then being with the same guy for 7 years was great and all, but I never knew that I was even half way pretty until I came to CoA and had girls, and guys telling me so. This inspires confidence and my photos became more a little more fun.
�I got to admit I'm obsessed by tits
I had this problem since I was a kid
I used to look up to my auntie Marie
'cause she had big tits hanging down to her knees Her nipples were poking right out of her gown
If boobs gave you wings she'd be flying around
As I grew older I made up my mind
I'd get me the biggest ones I could find�
But, now I am being attacked by certain people on this site because I had a photo of me in a red bra. The story behind the photo: It�s around 10 degrees in Michigan right now...I had come in from the cold, and was taking off my clothes and changing into my PJ�s. I looked down to see I was �nipping� which I thought was the funniest thing ever. (I have a strange and perverse sense of humor, for those who know me, this is a funny scene.) I grabbed my PDA and took a shot, then posted it on CoA, and messaged my friend to look because I knew he would think it was funny too. Shortly after, I got a few �WOW, it is cold in there,� and �nice rack!!� comments, and then I got a comment from Dirtbag:
dirtbag Said:
yeah that picture is quite disturbing.
i'm curious.. did you steal your bra from your grandma?
It was at this point that I tried to defuse the situation with:
Photogirl Said:
Awwww, you're always so kind to me! Thanks for brighting my day:)
Okay Okay, you get the point....it all went downhill from there. I didn�t start drama...she contacted me. She attacked me for having a photo of myself in a bra. A fetish site with people who have problems with girls in bras..go figure!
Point being: IF YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE A PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE SHOWING A LITTLE SKIN, MAYBE YOU SHOULDN�T BE ON A LORDS OF ACID SITE!!! AND IF YOU DO HAVE A PROBLEM, LOOK AWAY!! I DON�T ATTACK EVERY PERSON THAT I DON�T AGREE WITH, MAINLY BECAUSE I DON�T CARE, AND I AM HAPPY ENOUGH WITH MYSELF TO NOT HAVE TO ATTACK EVERYONE AROUND ME. IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH YOURSELF...SEEK HELP, AND STOP TAKING IT OUT ON THE REST OF US!!
Here is a few more examples of what I am talking about. I did nothing to Dirtbag, Boococky, or Xeatxep but still they try to contact me on Yahoo, and on CoA. They simply are so miserable with their own lives that they think they have to cut me down off of my "Pedestal" as Boococky put it. Here ya go...enjoy:
(taken from Boo's profile...thanks for the shout out!!)
"Clue 11: I'm a 26 year old female from Grand Rapids. I like to call myself a photographer and a student. I make sure to make note of the fact that I will not be on COA if I know ahead of time. I enjoy taking pictures of my augmented breasts and putting them in my profile. I enjoy thinking that people are jealous of my boyish good looks. I have a litho so that automatically means that I am hot and one of the most loved on the site. I also enjoy putting pictures of myself in my profile where I am shoving my tongue down an unwilling mans throat, because that makes me look ever so cool. I also enjoy hanging out with 35 year old men who try to act like they're still in their late teens. Who am I? - sent in by xeatxep "
The Truth is Out There!!
I am not here to date you, impress you, or to be popular. I have a boyfriend, I don't care what you think...you don't know me, nor do I want you to, and I have friends that truly care about me, and they don't seem to care how I look or what I am dressed like.
CoA is not a dating service. It is a cool place to talk about music (Lords mainly) and to converse with friends. Tell Ven thank you, and that his site rules.
I am however open to talk to new people, so don't be afraid to start up a converstaion. I am only a bitch to certain people, and for good reasons (see rant above.)If you are going to say something nice to me, great. If you want to cut me down and make an asshole of your self, don't bother...I don't want your shit. I'll save you the trouble and tell you to Fuck off here.
Photogirls Shitlist (People who have said nasty things to or about me)
Boococky, Dirtbag, Xeatxep, (see rant above)Cassandra69 "PHOTOGIRLS A SKEEZE" (tagline), RedAlaska "think about it sasha, if you start throwing shit, the shit will be thrown back by the way youre booted from the SBB no drama mammas allowed" (did I start drama....nooooooo.)"
















http://www.childrenofacid.com/profile/view.php?person=4871 HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHHAHAHAAA
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PETA Members
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Democrats
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Rednecks
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Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

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Circle VI Buried for Eternity

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Saddam Hussein
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Osama bin Laden
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Scientologists
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Sleep when you're dead! Whether it's emotionally or physically, you're exhausted. Have you considered sleeping pills? I took them when I had mono, and they made everything better.


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Subject:i thought i had found the one
Time:07:20 pm
Current Mood:okayokay
All Artisans (SPs) share the following core characteristics:
Artisans tend to be fun-loving, optimistic, realistic, and focused on the here and now.
Artisans pride themselves on being unconventional, bold, and spontaneous.
Artisans make playful mates, creative parents, and troubleshooting leaders.
Artisans are excitable, trust their impulses, want to make a splash, seek stimulation, prize freedom, and dream of mastering action skills.
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Subject:yup.
Time:12:34 am
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heather, your unconscious mind is driven most by Resistance

You approach the world with your guard intact because unconsciously, and perhaps consciously, you want to maintain an element of control in your relationships with people. You tend to hold your private experiences just out of reach of others. You're not one to immediately show all your cards, to let people into who you really are until you're ready.

Unfortunately, that sometimes means you also hide things from yourself. You may find that your desire to remain guarded backfires, affecting your self-awareness. Why are you like this? It's possible that you act in this manner because of a deeply-rooted fear of being exposed, or of truly expressing yourself. To protect yourself from this fear, you act in the opposite manner you are guarded.

There is a certain respect that comes with resistance, an unconscious understanding that the human psyche is very vulnerable. We all feel we have a lot to hide, and you are not one to be intrusive or thoughtless about how you approach sensitive topics with others. Therefore you inspire a sense of safety in others when they are around you. Your psyche is very deep, very rich, and the more you can let yourself know (both the good and the bad), the more you will be able to appreciate who you really are.

Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Resistance, there is much more to who you are at your core.
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Condom Emergency

President Boris Yeltsin called Clinton with an emergency:
"Our largest condom factory has exploded!" the Russian
President cried; "My people's favorite form of birth
control! This is a true disaster!"

"Boris, the American people would be happy to do anything
within their power to help you.", replied the President.

"I do need your help," said Yeltsin. "Could you possibly
send 1,000,000 condoms ASAP to tie us over?"

"Why certainly! I'll get right on it!", said Clinton.
"Oh, and one more small favor, please?", said Yeltsin.

"Yes?", replied the President.

"Could the condoms be red in color and at least 10"
long and 4" in diameter?" said Yeltsin.

"No problem," replied the President and, with that,
Clinton hung up and called the President of Trojan condoms.
"I need a favor, you've got to make 1,000,000 condoms
right away and send them to Russia."

"Consider it done," said the President of Trojan.

"Great! Now listen, they have to be red in color, 10"
long and 4" wide."

"Easily done. Anything else?"

"Yeah," said the President, "Print 'MADE IN AMERICA,
SIZE MEDIUM' on each one."
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Subject:yea thats right!
Time:10:42 am
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heh is it sad/frightning that i feel accomplished because of this? i mean...i am right up there with hannibal lecter...and the whole manhunter/silence of the lambs/hannibal series are my favorite books/movies. heh
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